Saturday, December 28, 2013

Catharsis... Healing...



Hello Peeps…

Yesterday was an exhausting day… all in all it was a good day… but difficult… very painful… and exhausting. It was a day of cathartic healing… memories and pain dating all the way back to my early childhood bubbling to the surface… ripping out through my chest like a machete slicing from the inside… bursting out to be free… raw pain honed to an indescribable edge through years of submersion … hidden in memory or in that place beyond… moving into memory… and on…

My head hurts… and my body is totally exhausted…acutely painful…. miserable hard work … healing can be…

I understand why so many stay in denial… or keep pain buried carrying it on in depression as it festers below… yes I do… even though it is toxic stealing their very lives away…

Working your way through it … is confusing and overwhelming… the catharsis feels as if you are literally being ripped apart physically from the inside out…

So why do this… because through this healing… this catharsis… growth… on the other side of it is …. Freedom…

Sweet sweet freedom… freedom to live life…

May you walk in peace…

Mary E. Robbins
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