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fear not for I am always with you.
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fear not for I am always with you.
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Good morning peeps… almost afternoon here now…
it was a frosty 5 degrees when I got up… according to weather.com it is
now a balmy 16 degrees F… on an up note… the sun is shining and the
wind is not howling… the bright sunshine feels good as I step out into the brisk January air… so glad the wind is not howling…
Just in a weird place… another railroader’s funeral is today… shortly
after retirement… another life partner gone… as the other is left behind
to deal with the brokenness… of grief… and turbulence of drastic
change… and the evolution of healing … forming into the you that is
after….
Fear not … is running on an endless loop through my
mind… as it has been for the past … I don’t know how many days… every
direction I turn…
I keep running into… yes even in my dreams…
go forward… let go… keep moving forward… embrace the change… live grow…
I am kinda like… well ok then… I think I got the message… truthfully
though I am feeling like crawling back into a hole and hiding…
Yes I have choice… I can regress… burrow into what seems like a safe
hiding place… which actually leads to depression… anxiety… overwhelming
fear… or I can step forward… embracing the light that is shining… take a
breath… take a step… grow… walk that tightrope… and live…
Hmmmmm….
Stomach in a knot… stepping forward… no fear… embrace life… breathe… live… evolve…
Mary E. Robbins
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Good Morning Peeps…
Gratitudes: warm fire in the wood stove… my first cup of coffee for the day… a roof over my head…
Chilly morning here this morning… was 10 degrees F when I ran the dogs out… however the wind is not blowing … at the moment… lol…
Heading out to do ranch rounds… and bring in a cartload or 2 of firewood…
Crazy dream this morning chased me out of bed… I was driving along the
side of a raging stream of water… when a washout full of water came up
in front of my jeep… couldn’t stop in time…ended up in the wash out and
the water shoved the jeep into the flooded stream with me in it… could
not get the doors open… as we started being washed down the stream with
the rest of the debris… woof… now that’ll wake me up in a hurry… geez…
Thinking I’ll be slowing down on the gravel roads and cross country in
my jeep… it was kind of like… pay attention… you can not stop at those
speeds… yeah ok… I got the message… if that was the message… might not
have anything to do with the jeep… could be related to a conversation
that took place yesterday… which I am not going into… and no it was not
on facebook… could be just a dream… hmmmmm….
Yes we do have
flash floods out here…and washouts… really does not feel like it was
about that… thinking it is about consequences of choices… hmmmmm….
Thinking I may already be in the stream… no turning back now… rock on…
There is a scripture that has been running through my mind over and
over the past few days… Fear not for I am always with you… whew... I
definitely felt the fear in that dream… thinking perhaps … the two are
tied together… just let it go… the fear… and hang on cause we are going
for a ride… and that ride is called life…
Heading out the door to fill the wood cart… hope the girls (hens) have given an egg or 2…
Oh yeah… and… drum-roll please… I am 42.2 pounds down… 271.6 lbs on the scale this morning…yay!
Later taters…
May you walk in peace…
Mary E. Robbins
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